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zinze ([personal profile] zinze) wrote2018-07-04 01:14 pm

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 A lot of things are attitude problems, but that doesn't make them easier. Like, I wish I could just be like 'yay, I have time to write!' rather than 'I don't have anything more urgent so I guess I should write.' And it's not like I don't have things I theoretically want to do, it's certainly not that I'm bored, but I don't have clear concrete things that are clearly worth my time that I should do, so I just sort of float to procrastinating from writing because it feels hard and because I don't know which project I should be working on, and because things feel unproductive, but then so does whatever else I do instead.

I might do some Iceland packing, because that is clearly productive. I might go thrifting, because it's half-price specifically today, so there's an urgency. I'll cook and I'll eat and I'll probably coupon a little because there are time limits on those things. But I do need a better system.